happy update

i’ve to think real hard within one month. should i quit violin and continue until spm is over?  or go on with it and quit three months before spm? or quit now, don’t take the test, and move on to the guitar? ahhhh, i really want to play the guitar, but i really love my [...]

:D

i’m a triplet! my twins are the pengirans. i don’t remember who was it who told hafiy and i that we look alike. x)

hey sugarcane <3

it’s currently 3.26 in the morning, and i’m not asleep. i miss these kind of days where i’m still awake at 3- 4 in the morning. and usually at this time, i’ll be chatting with qalissa which is wayy in oman. but now, i’m chatting with my two bestfriends, pengiran and aizat. (: i’ve this [...]

food!

i’m having bread and banana for dinner. i didn’t know it tastes so good! eventhough it’s a bit icky. hahaha. currently talking to my first boy best friend, Azriel! bestfriends since we were 8. eight years have passed. (; love you lots! azriel’s the one who said ’syaeeza can speak good [...]

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i’m going to be at home, by myself tonight. everybody’s going out. i need pure entertainment. to keep myself company. so i won’t feel lonely. maybe i’ll get one of my cats downstairs and bring them up to the room with me. cause i know they’ll behave well. even if it’s just hiding. loneliness leads [...]

uncertainty

every plan i make, every invitation i get, everytime i say yes, i’ll go and cancel it off. gah. neddy’s potluck party on wednesday. i’ve gotten the permission to go. and yet, i changed my mind over something that came up. supposed to go out with the bestfriends this afternoon. but no, i didn’t go, [...]