i shouldn’t be blogging today. my 2nd semester is coming in two- three weeks. i should be studying. but i can’t resist on writing. school. yes, lii and asmah. i am not ticklish. i dont feel anything when you poke me, lii. i dont know why. just a distraction. yup. andrea has been busy with those growing jellies. its so hairy and disgusting. it can grow bigger than a pearl. so, history. english. no teacher. maths. bm. tomorrow during bm, gonna celebrate jihan’s bday. so heboh. recess. agama. art. i am always alone. my friends will either go to another place or face the back. and i, will sit at my place doing the work. and this time, nat is not sitting with me, noone to talk to. pj. thought it would be so quiet like last week. but EVERYBODY came to the court. because the teacher said so. nat and i did not have much time playing. since most people like sean, edmund, karen, douglas, denash and whoever else borrowed our rackets. we shall charge those people next time. boohoo, you guys cant play next week since im not playing, due to fasting month. the person i borrowed my racket to is edmund. and the person that gives me back is douglas. he almost doesnt play because i wanted to play. tak sampai hati, i let him play awhile. and he himself gimme the racket. but the ball that nat hit back landed on the roof and fall to the ground, outside the court. then, nat threw the ball into the court. but it goes outside of the court again, but inside the drain. so, we dint really play much.
i messaged my ‘friend’ about his trip yesterday. but he hasnt replied me yet. instead, he replied other people’s messages. can’t you just say something? can’t you just say “yes. the trip was fine. haha.”. you always have the “haha” when you talk to me. why this time you dont? i wouldnt be giving more clues or anything. but i hope he does say something. at least. god, i miss the one hour talk. )’:
